Gratitude Journal #30

Trick or Treat! I am grateful today that my kids have a great neighborhood to trick or treat! I have the cutest little Power Ranger and Smurf EVER!

Gratitude Journal #29

I thought I was going to have a hard time looking for 31 things to be grateful for but now its the end of the month and I'm thinking of all of these things that I haven't even covered yet! What a great feeling. Today I am grateful for brothers. Not just each child but how they interact as a unit. Altogether there are SIX boys all related somehow - steps - halfs - and wholes but all brothers. Watching Joey and Jackson play, James and Joey snuggling, Jackson's other half brothers, and James and Joshua talking or playing video games is so fulfilling. I remember how special it was to spend time with my brother too!

Gratitude Journal #28

Today, on the day of my brother's birth I would be remiss if I didn't show how thankful I am that I grew up with a loving sibling (who smells like snuggles and tastes like Dr. Pepper) . I don't remember ever really "fighting" with Troy - maybe a war of wills on occasion but I think with our age gap we each had our own thing going on and we got along quite well. I see a lot of Troy and my relationship mirrored in my own children and it warms my hear that legacy is continuing. Troy is a great man and a good husband and someday soon will be a great father as well. I'm so proud of the man he has become! Love you Tazzer....you will always be my baby brother to me. Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Gratitude Journal #27

This is going to sound strange but I am grateful for a new hobby - Couponing. Its weird to think that this could become a hobby but there is a strange rush from walking out of a store with $50 worth of product for only $9.36. It's almost like we are stealing or something but its completely legit. Thanks to Kassandra for opening this door to putting my logical brain to use to save money and retrieve things that we need for our house. I think this might really help me fight through the winter malaise.

Gratitude Journal #26

I am SO grateful to have good friends in my life - whether they be in real life or online, friendship is one of the things that really drives my life. Whenever I think that I should really pare down the amount of friends I have on Facebook, I go through the list and think about the times that I have shared with each person, posts we have traded through message boards, watching people's children be born and grow up, sharing a cup of coffee (or a more choice beverage), or just chatting on the phone or online. I didn't realize how much I missed having real girlie time doing a project until I started scrapping more with my friend Keri and couponing with Kasandra. It really does fuel your soul! I wish more of my online friends were closer so we could hang out more but nothing makes my heart happier than those times where we meet in the middle and truly soak in each other's company. Thanks friends.

Gratitude Journal #25

Today I am grateful for the soft plush bedding that we got for our wedding. (Hey that rhymes) That moment that you finally lay down and stretch out in bed is made all the more luscious when you are surrounded by pillows and mattress pads and comforters that feel like clouds surrounding you. Yay for softness and comfort!

Gratitude Journal #24

I am SO grateful for books :) Specifically I'm glad that I have a Nook eReader. I have always been an avid reader from the time I was little on and I'm happy that my kids have taken that to heart and love to read as well. At this point this year I have already read or listened to 44 books (14,814 pages of text) already and I'm in the middle of two more (one on the Nook and one on Audio). I'm glad I have a way to keep my mind sharp and my imagination rolling. I have a dream of someday writing a book but who knows if anyone actually would want to read it ;)

Gratitude Journal #23

Today I'm grateful for my amazing online community who is more like a family to me than my family is sometimes. It was five and a half years ago that I discovered Have Your Way With Paper and instantly fell in love with the ladies, the support and the creativity that flowed from the people there. Now I'm a co-owner of the site, I've met most of the people there in person and it feels so much better to be able to squeeze on them in person than it ever did to get to know them online. Thank you HYWWP family for being such a rock for me over the last five years!

Gratitude Journal #22

What a great month of thankfulness this has been! Today I am grateful for my 4th and final son Joshua! Even though he doesn't live with us right now - I look forward to every phone conversation and Skype that we get to have. He is a smart and handsome little guy and I couldn't be more proud to have him as my stepson. Love you Josh!

Gratitude Journal #21

ALL CAUGHT UP! For my last entry of the day I am grateful for my van! Last year I bought a 2005 Saturn Relay van from my parents. It's big enough to cart around all six of us at the same time and at the same time I can carry all of my sample cases with me as well - form and function - its all tricked out with the DVD player built in, power everything and my favorite. Remote Start! I can't wait to take advantage of that this winter!

Gratitude Journal #20

I am grateful to have a DVR in my life. With my work schedule I am never home during "prime time" for TV watching so I love the fact that I can relax with my family and enjoy the programs that we like to see together whenever we can fit it into our busy schedules. It's a small invention that has made a big difference in my life, not missing out on these little things that we enjoy.

Gratitude Journal #19

I just realized that I have gotten 3/4 of the way through my gratitude journal and I've only been grateful for 2 of my 4 kids by name! Today I am grateful for my little guy Jackson! He is going to be seven next month and I can't believe the time has passed so quickly! Jackson was one of the most tremendous surprises of my entire life and my life has been blessed tenfold since his birth. He is an amazing kid! He is an awesome reader and an awesome big and little brother. Our lives have changed so much over the last three years but he has rolled with the punches and matured through everything. I love you Jackson you are my first love!

Gratitude Journal #18

FINALLY I have a day off so I can catch up on my gratitude journal. This past week would not have been possible without the help of my beautiful and amazing Keurig machine! My mom got me this tremendous contraption with some kind of deal on her favorite channel, QVC for my birthday last year. I started out as a skeptic having fallen prey to several different coffee machines in the past but I gotta say - I am TOTALLY hooked on my Keurig machine. It makes amazing coffee in minutes perfect and rich every time and with tons of different choices of coffees and teas and cocoas. I am proud to say that I am grateful for my Keurig machine!

Gratitude Journal #17

This is going to sound a little petty compared to some of the things that I have talked about here but I am grateful today for my iPod. I love the ability to take my audio books, podcasts and music with me to pass the long hours on the road. It makes me happy to be able to feed my brain while I'm passing the miles.

Grateful Journal #16

Today I am grateful for my stepson James. He made the tough decision over the summer to spend his senior year living here in Iowa with his dad and me so that he can get in state tuition to Iowa State University next year. I know it was hard on him to start his 3rd high school, but he got a job, joined a club, went to driver's ed over the summer and has been doing great despite a heavy class load laden with A.P. Chem and A.P. Physics. This morning he got up and made sausage and eggs for me and the kids. Although sometimes it visibly annoys him that there is a 2 year old and a 7 year old that take up a lot of the time and energy in the house, you can tell that he loves his little brothers. I'm so proud of the man that he is becoming.

Gratitude Journal #15

Yesterday I was definitely grateful for peace. I had a nice peaceful appointment and then copped a little nap and snuggle with my husband before he went to work and I went to pick up the kids from my parent's house. It was so refreshing to have a peaceful day that wasn't jammed full of appointments and obligation. It definitely made me appreciate the simple things in life.

Gratitude Journal #14

I'm such a slacker - three days late on my journal - but hey this is the most I have blogged for over two years so that's kind of awesome.

Friday's topic was Scrappy Thankfulness.

I am thankful that we live in a house that allows me to have a little corner of our basement as my designated cropping spot. I have a big bookshelf and two desks that make up my space that houses my papers and books and tools and embellishments and it makes me so happy that I can wander down there any time - the kids have their play space and my husband has his computer area all set up in the same room so we can all be together doing what we love at the same time.

Gratitude Journal #13

Today - the day of parent teacher conferences I am grateful for my children's education. Yesterday the principal of the school actually called me to tell me that my son was a joy to have at school and that he got a special certificate to reward him for his good behavior. Now that's the kind of call from the office a mom can't wait to answer! I'm grateful that Kindercare is giving Joseph such a head start in learning and in life and I'm SO grateful that James was able to finish out his education in a brand new high school with supportive teachers!

Gratitude Journal #12 - Modern Marvels

Today I am grateful for the miracle of modern medicine. I woke up yesterday with no voice and not being able to breathe through my nose - but thanks to Theraflu Benadryl and Flonase I can breathe and function and make it to work. Some days its the little things.

Gratitude Journal #11 - Momma Taught Me

One of the most influential people in my life has always been my mother. I was adopted when I was three months old but you never would have known it - I have been told all my life that I look like my parents - and I do. God knew what He was doing when he placed me in their arms.

Throughout everything that I have been through my mom has given me a lot of advice and a lot of help but the one thing she taught me that I am still grateful for to this day is that nobody can define me. No matter what the circumstances the only one who can tell me who I am is myself. Sometimes I forget but I always come back. Thanks Mommy!

Gratitude Journal #10 - Jobs

Today's topic is about work. On a Monday morning it is easy to sink into the first day of the work week grudgingly. However this economy has left a lot of people without any work at all and in really bad shape.

I am grateful that I found my calling in sales and to have found a company that allows me to shine without having to do the things that I'm not good at. I get to represent a product line I can believe in and I still have plenty of time to be a mom and a wife. I never feel like I miss anything in my kids life due to a job! Sometimes its hard being on commissioned sales its either feast or famine some months but I make enough to support the family.

I'm grateful today too that my husband has a great job that he loves and gives us what we need financially. I love hearing about how well he does fixing people's problems and supporting his store. We are truly blessed!

Gratitude Journal #9

Today I am grateful for grace. Even though we don't deserve second chances and mess up and fall short every day - Grace covers us and allows us to go on living every day with blessings that overwhelm. It's only by the Grace of God that I am here today in this place with this family. And for that I am truly grateful.

Gratitude Journal #8

I am SOOOO grateful for my parents! Ever since I was little they have been my biggest fans and my best support system. Now, seeing how much my children adore them and how much they still support and take care of me and my family, I am more grateful than ever that God saw fit to make them my parents. No matter what they are on my side and by my side.

Gratitude Journal #7

Today I am grateful for my loving and adoring husband. We have been through so many ups and downs over the years but now I could not imagine my life without him. He is an outstanding father, an amazing husband and a wonderful man all around. He provides for us, keeps us all clean and organized and makes sure we (I) stay on track with our budget. Most and best of all though, even on my darkest days or when I am being unfair and cranky - he still holds me in his arms and tells me "that doesn't change the way I feel about you. I love you." And I love you too baby - more than I can ever tell you in words. **end mushy gushy post**

Gratitude Journal #6 - Technology

I really believe the Internet is the piece of technology that has blessed my life the most. I have met some of my best and most amazing friends through online servers. I even met my husband due to an online dating site. Now we keep in touch with our stepson in San Antonio and get to see his face and hear his voice through Skype - its truly amazing technology that holds the world together. Not to mention it now extends to our smart phones and email and Facebook so we can share our world at the blink of an eye with anyone we want to see.

Gratitude Journal #5

Today I am reminded how blessed we are to live where we live. Jackson got to participate in "International Walk To School Day" and I happened to have the morning off so I could go with him on his journey. It was such a joy to see him interact with his friends and watch literally HUNDREDS of elementary students pour out of their houses, down the streets and into the school. I am reminded of the fact that not all children have that luxury of being able to play on a safe cul-de-sac like my kids can. I am grateful that we live in a safe community where everyone looks after each other's children and we can live without fear.

Gratitude Journal #4

I didn't get this posted yesterday even though I did put it up on the official challenge board. I think maybe its because its a hard one for me. Yesterday's assignment was to talk about something about yourself for which you are grateful. Why is it so easy to look around yourself and see all of the blessings but it is SO hard to look inside yourself to be thankful for what you have in your heart.

So today I am grateful for me. I am grateful that my kids have a mom who loves them so completely and would literally do anything for them. I am grateful that I can be a loving, faithful and devoted wife to my husband. I am grateful that I was given skills that allow me to provide enough for my family that we can live comfortably if not richly. No matter what my flaws - I am still grateful to be who God made me to be.

Gratitude Journal #3 - Fun!

Today's assignment was to talk about something that I am grateful for that is FUN!

This is going to sound really generic and obvious but the fun thing that I am grateful for is my scrapbooking - not just because its a creative release for me and gives me some "girlie time" but because it inspires me to take my kids out to events and gardens and fun things to do and take thousands of pictures. Even if they never really "appreciate" the hours of work and love that I have put into the books that I have done for them, they will have memory sticks upon memory sticks of photos and videos documenting all of the fun we had over the years and, for me, that is something to be grateful for!

Gratitude Journal #2

Today I am grateful for a God a church and a faith who truly does provide for us when we are faithful to pray. The last few years have been one challenge after another for our family. Through all of the relationship issues and healing, moving houses, financial stress and gain, having a baby, and fluid living situations for our oldest two I had a source of comfort support and comfort in my church. Many challenges were full of pain but my God is a BIG GOD who turned all of that pain to his glory and blessed us beyond all imagining. As I sit in this warm cozy home and sip my coffee and watch my children play and laugh I know without a doubt that I could not have made it to to this point on my own.

Gratitude Journal #1

Our good friends over at The Scrap Room are hosting their 7th birthday celebration this month - the theme for their anniversary is Gratitude. At the end of the month you should have all of the makings of a journal of things that make your heart sing. I loved the idea but I also wanted to have all of my responses in one single place. So I thought I would try to update my blog with my journal entries here so I can come back to them and share them with my friends and family at the same time. Without further ado...

Gratitude Journal #1

Today I am grateful for my youngest son Joseph. I love all

of my children equally, but today when I came home from work feeling beat down and defeated, I could hear his tiny voice even before I got up the stairs calling

"MOMMY!" with all of the enthusiasm and joy of a two year old - just the sound and smell of him made my heart soar and my spirit sing. I am so glad I have that little miracle in my life.