Thursday, October 22, 2009

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Three and a half weeks


What a blog slacker I have become...I do have a good (and very cute) excuse though.  JT is a good baby but man, I forgot about how intense it is to be a child's sole source of food and comfort.  It seems like he has grown SO fast - at his two week appointment, he had gained TWO whole pounds from where he was when we left the hospital.  Craziness.  I really don't want to go back to work.  It's been so nice to get to spend time with him and Jackson getting to be a family together every day.  I never thought that I would be one that would want to stay at home with the kids but I am loving every second of it right now - maybe its just different now that there are two...maybe its just a change within me.  Whatever it is, I just wasn't prepared for how much my heart would expand to incorporate two little boy's love.  I wasn't prepared to go on preschool field trips with the other SAHMs and love being there.  I wasn't prepared for any of this - but God prepared my heart in advance and He will provide for me and these little men.  I am so incredibly blessed - really truly blessed.